[[ you can choose whether u wan to be happy or sad.u can choose whther to know or not to know. he might be here he might be gone.nothin is real, real is nothing. ]

[[ sorry kc if u dun mind me for posting this i find it meaningful. ]]

haiz.. is it true?
shuld i believe it? the whole day i keep thinking about it.. haiz.. i want answers.. but i dun dare to get it.. cuz.. im scared...? but.. its like.. haiz....... how..... who to talk to? HOWWWWW?!?! I THINK IM GETTING DESPERATE.. WTF..

argh i cant take it anymore.. its impossible to start talking.. i mean not impossible but very hard.. i cannot take it anymore... WHY IS IT LIDAT?!?!?! WHY MUZ THINGS HAPPEN TILL THIS STAGE?!?! AND IT IS REPEATING AGAIN! WHEN THERE'S SUMONE ELSE *POOF* ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
* takes knife in brain *
i feel as if slowly one by one my brain veins are bring cut.. den i cant think.. all that im left is the one wid this thought.. den i feel... sumthin stuck to my throat.. as if im unable to say my feelings.. and im more.. restricted.. if not ill be killed or sumthin.. i dun dare... FUCK LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA i cannot take it anymore!!!!!! i wanna cry.. sream.. in a place where nobody will ever hear me.. so at least i can cry until im ok before comin back to reality.. i relly cannot take it anymore....
[[ everybody else can tell i confused my feelings with the truth ]]
i nid to talk to sumone.. but.. who......
[[ kc uve done a lot for me le dun nid to say sorry =) ]]
i wanna.. pluck up my courage.. try to look down.. and... feel the wind.... forever...

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